School, Drugs, & Church

The dream started out with me going back to my dorm room after Christmas break was over. I got back to my dorm room in Milwaukee and right away a friend called to hang out. I went to hang out with my friend and came back to find a huge party going on in my dorm room that I didn’t organize. My boyfriend was with me and we were both surprised and frustrated as to how all these people got inside. My dorm room was bigger in my dream and it included a long hallway with my room at the end and the front of it was made of glass. I started to enjoy the party after I got over the fact that I could be kicked out of school if I got caught. Then, my boyfriend and I found out about a few kids snorting cocaine in my room. We ran down the hall, with the kids chasing after us, they fought with us for a little while and we eventually pushed them out of room and locked the door. We searched my whole room because they had hid the drugs somewhere. Then, my friend April appeared in the room, we found the cocaine and the three of us started using it ourselves. The cocaine was in a container labeled “ecstasy” with pictures of MDMA pills on it. I asked my friends if the drug was actually MDMA but they assured me it wasn’t. We used a very large amount and when we were done I hid the rest of the drugs somewhere. As soon as i did that, my parents walked through the door of my room. The party was still going on but they didn’t seem to notice anything. I followed my mother out of room and the rest of my dorm had turned into a large church, we were walking through the church to get somewhere, though I wasn’t sure where. At this point, I could not keep myself still because of the drugs. Walking seemed way to easy and I had to run and jump around even though I knew I had to act normal in front of my mother. This is the last I remember from the dream. It is just so weird because I am not a regular user of cocaine, I’ve only tried it twice and didn’t find it especially amusing. I don’t think about using it ever. However, I often dream of being addicted/using drugs I have never done before.