1st Pregnancy Dream

I had just had my baby (I was pregnant with my 1st pregnancy – 1st trimester at the time of dreaming). My mom had left town after staying to help me. The baby was crying and I had to make it a bottle and I had NO IDEA HOW. I knew HOW to do it – read the formula can, scoop the formula, add water (or milk? did I know this?), but how much to scoop? What kind of water? How did I heat the bottle? How much did I heat it? How did I feed the baby? I was trying to figure all this out while my baby was crying while I was trying to comfort the baby (no gender no pronoun). I think I was trying to call my mom, too. I was mad at her for leaving me with no ability or skill to care for my child – she had cared for my baby and I hadn’t learned how to. I was mad, frustrated, overwhelmed, and angry. I felt like she had done that to me – made me feel overwhelmed – on purpose – and it made me feel worse and more overwhelmed. I was scared and woke up scared. I knew later it was “just” a pregnancy dream, but that didn’t really help.